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Stream ended abruptly after connectivity issues got bad!
Remember folks, I should probably change VPN servers before stream starts
sorry if the last post that is on the timeline for you guys on bsky is quite literally just the crosspost tag - I AM LIVE with #Balatro
#streaming #livestream #vtuber
https://www.twitch.tv/geraspencie
As it turns out, yup! Indeed! We'll probably be delaying between like 6:45 and 7:00 PM EST.
Stay tuned once more!
watching how fun these collabs used to be make me wonder why i haven't set one up in months.
like... setting my hiatus aside... #xp
oh god oh fuck oh god oh fuck i just went out and chose four possible dates and times for the next dnd sessions in November.
well it's either that or just pushing it back forever.
gives me a deadline to get my shit together as well. #vtuber | #eldenwood | #xp
honestly i should probably do more assembly streams since I kinda just lose track of time when building stuff.
there is a literal tower of untouched gunpla and nendos that needs to be taken down.
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I'd rather celebrate Columbus (the city and their culture in Ohio) than Columbus (the genocidal colonist who didn't even discover America)
it took a little under 3 hours but i have constructed a Corsi-Rosenthal box. It may have cost far less than any commercial air purifier on the market, but the three hours of blissful DIY and using that rare smattering of remembered math to complete it was far more valuable. #xp
just saw my viewer count for this stream and holy shit should I even continue streaming it's quite literally 2 people
how TF do I get people watching this is so annoying
https://www.twitch.tv/geraspencie
AANd we're live with #SlayTheSpire, a #roguelite I've been getting into!
Tune in to see me DIE!
#streaming #ENVtuber #xp
Here's the schedule! I'm going to be finishing my #slaythespire run, today at 6 PM, then I'll play another, and then maybe another...
Stay tuned for the other streams, tho!
#streaming #ENVtuber
I regularly enjoy FrontBurner, the CBC podcast. This episode on "What exactly is Antifa" is a good explainer and touches on what is going on in the US and if it is fascism.
https://www.cbc.ca/radio/frontburner/what-exactly-is-antifa-1.7652739
this was meant to be session zero, but instead of setting up different sessions, i just gave a date and assumed a few would show up.
not ten. twitch.tv/lulztime
#vtuber | #eldenwood | #xp
okay.
just chatting stream. i'm going to dig out the stream of the first dnd session i ran.
it was 10 people. it was a nightmare.
it was a meme.
and i'm doing this both because i need to remember what even happened during that session and because i don't have the stones right now for playing video games.
will announce when we're live sometime in the next few minutes.
#xp | #vtuber | #eldenwood
Thinking about streaming myself watching my old DnD vods so i can:
1) Study them for ways I can improve as a DM while cringing at myself,
2) Relearn what all happened during those sessions in preparation for the return of the campaign, and
3) Rebroadcast them for people who haven't seen them. #xp
As a bonus, I figure I could also use that time as an excuse to mark clippable moments so I can manually cut those up in Davinci Resolve and then upload them to twitch/youtube etc.
thank god for gmsarena.
was really tempted to pull the trigger on a phone on ebay when i noticed that it's lacking a 3.5mm jack.
ugh #xp
lol xbox gamepass really costs twice as much now (at 30 usd a month) than it did on release.
wild.
still can't believe i willingly stayed up go around past 3 to play a rail shooter indie game for over 6 hours on stream, when i usually tire out after 3.
you could almost say I...
...got railed.
i don't know if i have the attention span for "work" right now.
i wanna try and stream this new indie game i just picked up.
i'll give you a hint- there's like four different space/aircraft arcadey indie games in development or releasing soon(tm) and i have one of them rn. #xp
...heh
i was about to write a post talking about how tired i feel and how i can't stream tonight. which was true.
but then i get a little notif and just like that, i feel full of power again...
So I've tried other things- every other hobby and skillset i've developed or lightly played with over the years, to see what sticks. It's hard for me to stay on anything or to force myself through anything without using mania or spite as a crutch.
Call that adhd, neurodivergence, labeling it doesn't make it any easier but it scares me that the mental disorders i've ignored for years, under the illusion that they weren't "real" and could be powered through with sheer willpower and motivation (the 2010's were a great time) are still very much present. And to top thst off, now i'm considered part of the trans umbrella AND bisexual, as if being asian wasn't enough of a target on my back.
And then there's my age and cultural problems. I haven't come out to anyone except a select few people in my family (themselves lgbt) and people are getting rightfully concerned that I'm not married or publically seeing anyone yet. The moving out is whatever- culture today has made staying with the parents both practical and even preferred since it means I can help around the house. But I worry about when that question will eventually need to be answered, unless I'm ready to just leave at a moment's notice.
And I'm not anywhere near that level yet. Things like this are driving my feeling that, yeah. I do need to monetize my hobbies. Vtubing, social media fluff, can't be *just* for the fun of it anymore. #xp
I've been delaying this for a long time, but I'm saving money into a savings account that I originally set aside for emergency bills- and it's still for that purpose- so that I have at least enough money to afford renting an apartment for at least a year. #xp
Conveniently, my banking app has an automated budgeting feature and it's basically encouraging me to try and put away at least $1400 a month for such an eventuality. I'm not in any immediate danger of losing my job, to my knowledge, but things have not been going great at work between some upper management getting terminated out of the blue, stricter than normal oversight from some "consulting firms" which have made my life a little bit more hellish, and the degrading political situation in the country overall. Our government has shown a lot of contempt for the healthcare industry and my employer has been courting AI like every other asshole megacorp here.
I've been working at this company for more than a decade now and, well, I'm tired of it. Even if I did resign and move elsewhere, this doesn't change the fact that I hate this job. I hate this industry. I'm too stupid and antisocial to work in a clinical setting (make no mistake, I do think the number one quality every frontline worker should have is compassion) and have no intention of forcing myself through school a second time. The absolute state of the journalism industry needs no comment.
Also thinking about formally changing my stream days from MWF to Tuesday/Thursday. I haven't been able to stream consistently since returning but I've managed at least one a week? A lot of it is based on my mood I guess. I'm trying to keep each stream passionate instead of formulaic. #xp
thinking again about "regret."
and all the time i've lost to both:
wasting time on things I don't remember fondly, and the time I spent dwelling on those same regrettable things.
might write about it later.
dear diary
work was actually tolerable today and i reached my productivity standards within my actual scheduled work time.
send tootskeet
#xp
On my way to *flatsch* ... oh no, now I lost my group at the #tlcclubtour
#pupplay #pupplaygear #xp #gearpuppy
On my way to *flatsch* ... oh no, now I lost my group at the #tlcclubtour
#pupplay #pupplaygear #xp #gearpuppy